afterwards
Sometimes, we just have to be a selfish one.
Just in case - someone will broke your heart. or ruin your life after that.
It’s all about our life, we decide what we really want, so if you want to end up with pain. It probably your choices to.
Make your brain thinks about fun stuffs, make your heart forget about “the feeling” of that special place, special days and so on and so on.
Because, after all the relathionship lessons behind : it’s not the memories that we should erase it, but the feeling at those memories.
It’s still hurts. I still can feel it, but I choose to shut it down. Whenever I get sad, if I should cry, -I cried. But after that, just do something that make you fun!
Whenever I saw Didi, my heart feels like - I don’t know, but then I realized, it’s Okay with this stuff, I probably could play it with my Highschool’s Bestfriends. It’s still nice bought Didi’s some clothes with my bestest. You just need a try to make something fun instead of sad moments.
It’s not that easy just like what I wrote above
But at least, Give it a try.
:-)
p.s. : (fun jokes) it’s not that easy to be a single parent for Didi. </3
